Last night was rough. I mean I don't feel extremely upset about it. I kinda wanted to give myself one last Hoorah, before jumping full force back into my Ana lifestyle. I had truffles, pizza, candy bars, and a regular soda. It was nice. Then I woke this morning, finished off my truffles, just cause I didn't want them around tempting me later...and I ate a large bowl of Miso Soup, just as a tip...miso soup with tofu is an amazing alternative to over eating when you are having one of those "I just want something warm and salty" cravings. I purchase a packet of miso and a packet of seaweed paper...Seaweed Paper is a great snack, no fat and only 10 calories a sheet. Anywho...I rip up about 6 sheets of seaweed paper and toss it into the soup, its amazing, feels hearty and tastes great, leaves you feeling full and satisfied.
So I ate the soup and then drank a glass of Plum Juice, which works just as well as Prune, helps ya go potty :) Then began sipping on my "Smart Water" which is amazing for you as well. Has a tone of electrolytes that your body needs. If you are an Ana or a Mia, ya need to replenish the body of these, cause ya lose em in fasting or purging. In Other News: I am starting a competition fast with some Ana friends tomorrow, Saturday Aug 27th 2011. The goal is who can lose 5lbs first. I am totally gunna win this. I need to go buy a scale today. Start weighing the shit outta myself. :) I am almost certain I am can lose 10lbs in a week. Mainly cause I know a lot of tricks. Healthy Ones, because I didn't just dedicate to Ana with the desire to Lose Weight, I dedicated with a desire to lose wight and be Healthy too. And believe it or not there are tons of Healthy ways to drop weight fast and give the body a boost by also giving it what it needs.
Certain vitamins that everybody needs actually assist with weight loss and metabolism control. I researched a lot. I will share more of those tips as I continue with this blog. Anywho...for right now, today I have plans to record in the studio a bit then a double date movie night with my best friend, his gf, and my friend Timothy. Timothy is amazing, I know he likes me, but to be honest...I just can't bring myself to trust him enough and be close, it doesn't feel right all the time. I dunno. Especially since I love Melody. Yes, yes, I love a girl. Strangest Ana ever right? haha. I will explain all about it soon, for right now the shower is calling me. Gotta get ready and hit the road. Wish me luck on my competition fast tomorrow. I think I may get a head start today. :)
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