Favorite Diet Food: Tofutti Bars, no fat yet sweet and creamy and only 30 cals each
Favorite Binge Food: Soup cause it comes up easy
Favorite Exercise: Dancing
Favorite Thinspo: Asian models and actresses I look up to like Claire Danes
When Did It Start: 5 years ago, but refreshed about a month ago
Does Anyone Know: They used to know, the past year they have thought it was over, but I am coming back full circle, so I am sure suspicions will rise again, gotta do a better job of hiding it I suppose.
Do You Want Help?: Help as in encouragement to reach my goal weight? YES. lol
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?: Right now? about 200
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?: A woman who used to be beautiful and now needs a reboot

Are You Depressed? Yes and No
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? yes
Ever Been To A Psychologist? yes
I AM -
[x] anorexic
[] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs
[x] starving myself
[x] participating in a fast (I want to, anyone else wanna be my team mates?)


PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic


I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself