I fucked up. :/

             Around 2 am, I was feeling hungry, craving some ice cream like a mofo. Just needed a sweet creamy treat, so I had a large bowl of ice cream. I suck. :( I feel angry at myself, but I know I need to just face today with a stronger resolve. Punishing myself will only make this worse. I need to just wake up, drink some water, take a spoonful of vinegar, eat a few stalks of celery and head to work. Pop a stacker, give myself a kick start of fat burning and try and avoid another slip like that. I shoulda tried to txt Maise, I just figured it was aweful late and it may be rude of me.

           I don't feel too horrible inside. I just wanna be able to go longer stints without giving in, know what I mean? Like 2 and a half days, thats lame. I should of tried harder, cause truth be told I probably have it in me to go like 20 days before even really feeling Strong urges, I just have become lazy and undisciplined, but tonight my God Mom, Julia, actually said something amazing to me on the phone. "You are the strongest and most disciplined person I know." She was saying it in reference to my life, career, relationships in general, but it really triggered something in me about my eating.

           She's right, I am disciplined, and strong. I can do this. Today: 2 stalks of celery, 2 Hydroxy Cuts, 4 bottles of water, 2 glasses of juice, and an herbal tea. I am gunna bunker down and do this right...oh! And vinegar. Can't go a day without that, it's amazing for fat burning, naturally. So, wish me luck. Hope all is well in Ana land for the rest of you. Kisses.

Selena Gomez is beautiful, not as skinny as most Ana's look up to, however I think she has an amazing size, and this picture of one of my thinspiration favorites. :)